Why is everybody trying to break me all the sudden? I have so much pressure on my shoulders and it’s like the people around me just keep pushing. I’ve always been the one to lean on and I don’t regret that one bit but when my mind is racing a million ways and I just need to relax and take a mental break it’s like I put a target up to knock me down. My nieces and nephew are growing so big and healthy I can’t explain how great that is. Last week I gained an angel but I’m hard time making myself happy like I used to. This is not how I want to start my semester. I hope I find some relief because the good lord knows I need it.